I am doing it again. Procrastinating my life away. Why do I do this? What is the point. I have become so involved in my job that I can barely focus on anything else. On my days off I don't even want to leave the house. Why? I really can't explain it.
Matt will ask me what is wrong with me and I don't have an answer for him. He will say, "Did I do something wrong? Are you mad at me?" but the answer is NO. I am not mad at him or anyone - I am just in a funk. Something that is tearing at me from all sides and I don't know how to snap out of it.
I have started walking. That is the first step in my new transformation that I am attempting to begin. I have made a promise to myself that I will walk 30 minutes a day. This will help my heart, my head, and my waist line. Thinking clearly is really something that I have always had a problem with and I need to figure out a way to stay on track.
My job couldn't be better but the moment I get home it's like I am stricken to sit on the sofa and not move. I need to set goals, schedule project completion dates, and stop being such a whiner.
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